what has been given to each person to handle--terrible circumstances or impossible problems--is precious. everything truly shapes the very person you will become. i don't know how many times i will have to keep reminding myself until i live in constant knowledge of that. it could be my entire life, but whether it is or not, i know in that constant reminder that i'm not going to let anything destroy me. i can't let it. if i did, i don't believe i would ever be able to do God's work.
he has something special for me; it's something i just know. i'm not sure i could actually explain it, but i know. even though i feel stuck in a place that seems to have lost any compassion or humanity, though i'm still dealing with losing my dad and him wanting to start a new life with someone else, though i've come to know my mom has cancer, i've learned that because of all this, my life is actually important. i have a lot to take to the world.
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