i don't know how i have any friends.
i don't know why anyone wants to be with me
i don't know where my best friend came from
or why she's still here. that's amazing.
i am thankful, but...
why is everyone still here? no one ever stays with me.
everyone always leaves. always dissappoints. i'm never enough
for them to stay. for them to love. it's ok if anyone wants to leave.
it's what i'm used to. it won't hurt if you're gone.
just go.