PEDESTRIAN

the sun just doesn't seem to be shining in my direction. yet it really is ok. i truly mean that. the days really seem to be melting into each other lately. minor details stand up. they are blatantly obvious, but everything else is swirling around together--mixing together as one mess. in all of that, a constant would be nice, right? yeah, it would. you know what amazes me most though? i have one. i have a something that is always standing there when the fog clears. even when the fog hasn't. he's it. he won't get lost in the mixture.

i don't really know what to say. just that it is ok. i feel ok. instead of that supernatural extreme, there's just a ho-hum peace. comfortable. it isn't something truly special, but still special in its normalcy. God's holding me.